the pain of seperation

as i close my eyes
i see you all
laughing,fighting,crying and joking
and living life to the fullest.

your memories still creep into me
bringing me to the verge of tears
all the joys we shared together
and all the tears we cried together.

years have passed since our first meeting
but only now,in this seperation,did i realise
how much i needed you all
and how much i felt for you all.

me,lonely in this island
without you all,
missing you deeply
you and your love

the memories you gave me
some of them sweet and some bitter
will stay in my heart till the end
for they were the most blissful times of my life.....


this poem is in fond memory of all my dearest friends especially ayisha,linda and anupama (and enemies too,how can i forget them?!) of crescent public school,chalakudy.
love you guys!

the hibiscus

whenever i see those beautiful hibiscus flowers blossoming in my garden,the sweet memories of my dearest grand mother fills my heart.she was an ardent admirer of flowers.but this particular hibiscus was her favorite.the flower is very beautiful with the contrasting colours of white and dark pink.i remember my granny lovingly fondling them and watering them with much care.the hibiscus bush,like my granny,is old but charming.the flower looks even more beautiful at morn when the sunlight makes the dewdrops in its petals glow.it reminds me of granny's loving deeds.the bush still stands there as a symbol of my granny's love to me.seeing the bush at full bloom today,my love and gratefulness to my granny multiplies.

the beginning

well,here is my blog 'the pensieve'.in one of the books i've read,the pensieve is a chamber where all experiences in life can be dumped.so,i use this blog,my pensieve,to put in all kinds of experiences i had in life,whether good or bad,funny or boring.because i need some place where i can put in all my joys and miseries.in that way, i can multiply my joys and divide my miseries.this is just the beginning.please do send in your comments to it!