Blaaaah!

Some days back I felt like calling one of my old friends on phone.I hadnt called her in like ages! the first thing i expected from her was her signature squeal or a loud n long "hello". But the first thing she said was "HOW COULD YOU FORGET MY BDAY?!" n i just couldnt speak. ow wait. she didnt LET ME speak for like 10 minutes. she was *accusing* me of forgetting her bday n how she was all hurt 'cos i didnt call her. n in my mind i was going like "what the hell man? was this what i called her for?"
the call left me thinking of how many bdays i forgot the last 2 months. oh-so-many! :O
I've never had this kinda thing before and i've no idea how this happened to me. But i think i've got this weird syndrome-thingy of forgetting people's b'days. :O 'cos just a few months back, i used to be ultra-perfect with all these dates! i used to be all smug n over confident with dates which was something for which my bestie totally envied me. but now i dunno what happened..has her *ghost* crept into me?! omg. now that'd be like the last-est thing i'd ever want! :O :O
 its not just one or two bdays. i've been forgetting every single bday there is. :O
when i met geeth at chalakudy, first thing she punched me n said "you forgot my bday!" and then two of my other cousins were like "she forgot ours too". n what do i say to dat?! :(:(  i tried to tell them about the syndrome-thingy..but ofcourse they didnt understand..noone ever understands..omg! :(:(
and this time i guess i was the last  to call for geethu's bday this year. just imagine. now geeth's someone who waits for bdays,buy gifts n all that. i was stunned when she told me about the way she planned for my bday..the gift n all. i mean,how come she remembers?! :O
so yea i called her at like 10 at night for her bday this year. i knew i was soooo *dead* but  i was hoping kitty'd be there,calling after me. but this time she wasnt there too.
I've been annoying the hell out of people by forgetting their bdays that some people are now tired of being annoyed with me. :P  blah.
I casually glanced at today's date while typing this here and i just realised its october the 2nd..which means i forgot my cousin sister's bday yesterday! :O
Oh crap..not again! :(

the li'l things u do.. :)

'cos i'll love you.. :) always.

Well,i dont really know how to start this off..but thank you so so so so much Linda for calling me yesterday and makin' me feel so damn special. :') I love ya girl.

the call made me thinkin' about how much i miss her.

Linda is my childhood friend at my native place n we studied together for like 6 years. We shared loads n loads of things as kids..the first thing that come to my mind when i think about her are pancakes! :D omg! her mom makes the best pancakes ever.<3* yumm! 

N i still remember all those li'l things she used to do for me.. she wrote li'l notes for me to read in class. with those li'l drawings in the corners.. :) n she always always let me take the bigger piece of the chocolate..:P

She used to have many many pups [seven or somethin' i guess.. :P ] at home with the weirdest of names. Names like Russo,Veedo n all that.. :P so gross! But yea they were so so cute but i hated them. all of them. :/

N yesterday when i was on phone with her,i heard this barking sound n i was like  "Russo still sounds the same!" n she said "Russo? :/ He left us the year before last..this is her pup!" Omg. N then i realized  how much i've been missing.! [not that i care about her stewpid stewpid dog.. :P ] 

I totally felt bad for not talkin' to her for like ages. 

Both of us have changed so so much from how we were in 8th grade.. but i still miss the 8th grade madness n fun n playin' hide n seek n everything. :( Aww..i miss you so so so muchh! 

Birthday Blues.^^

Birthdays..
hmm..everyone likes birthdays..
Guess who doesnt.?  meeee!  i SO dont like birthdays!
All my past birthdays i remember..havent been special..at all! err..what an unusual thing to say..innit?! 'cos usually people are super duper happy on their birthdays!
For me..a birthday is like every other day.. mom wakes me up at the usual time..Study/read like any other day..listen to my mom's long lecture on what i DIDN'T DO today..watch a very blah movie which my dad thinks is  *classic*[air quotes].
Yea..its like just another day..with nothing special to expect..except for some calls from the closest of my friends and a lot of FB wall posts and every random person asking me for a "birthday treat".
And about my birthday that passed days ago,I was home alone that day. not that i dont like being home alone..in fact i love being home alone! I mean..cummon..its my BIRTHDAY!! I dont wanna be alone on my birthday? And I thought  parents weren't supposed to yell at their kids on their birthdays! at least my friends' parents dont do that? Yea. I was SO constantly yelled-at..on my birthday. And also..I asked my mom for a huge teddy on my birthday..which obviously she didnt buy me, for which i'm still pissed off with her. The b'day gurl GOT TO get everything she asks for..remember? :(

"my-worst-nightmare-come-true" day.

 I've never really liked having pets. I've always been scared of  the whole of kingdom Animalia [yea..even some human beings..=P] since i-dunno-when. Someone sees a cute kitten n they go all "aww.." but i'll be all "uggh.." . Kittens look cute in pics allright. But in real?.. err..i'm not really sure about that..I dont know how this so-called "animal-o-phobia"  developed in me. And i dont really remember being scared of animals as a kid?.. yea..we used to have loads of cats at my dad's house at our native place..and i loved them as a kid..I used to love the "cat-fur" that stuck to my cot each time a cat sits on my bed. I've even dared to poke a momma cat on its stomach. :) [err..well..the cat scratched me for that though.. =P ]
Whatever happened to me..i dont know..And now i'm scared of animals big time! And dogs too..omg!.. I'm scared of those well-groomed pet dogs too..let alone street dogs.. =P 
recently,my worst nightmare..of being stuck in a place full of animals..actually happened!

The story goes like this..

It was when i had to visit a natorupathist's place.As i entered the compound,I was greeted by two hens perched upon the sofa in the car porch. The whole place smelled of hens.
When we neared the half open door, I caught sight of a doggie peeping through the door.
*RUNN* my brain ordered..and off i ran to the front gate when i heard another doggie barking furiously from another corner of the compound.  
ANOTHER DOG? I'M SO DEAD!.. I leaned closer to the wall. 
*phew* okay.. at least I'm nowhere near it..And that was right when I spotted another hen [a bigger and uglier one this time] standing majestically on top of the compound wall i was leaning to.
*Damn..Now what?! *
But all thanks to my reflexes..I quickly ducked forward..or that thing would have jumped onto my head!.
This totally freaked me out. How come there are no human beings around here?.. :O 
Damn..I ran out of that place and swore to myself that I'd never even go near there again.